Hurt

In the darkness of the shadows

upon her face as she stares outside 

outside at the too happy people

they are too happy

they shouldn't be like that

they shouldn't enjoy their lives

not if she couldn't enjoy hers

because they're happiness fed upon her despair 

she would try to ignore it 

but every time she looked out that window

she saw it 

and every time she saw it

she broke down

she wanted it to stop

she wanted them to stop

to stop messing with her brain

her thoughts

her feelings

her life

and so she did it 

she did the only thing that could stop it 

and now 

the hurt is gone

and so is she